i am seriously lost now... i dont know what i want or what i should do. this suks. there sooo many things i want to do and so many i should do and i just feel lost. i think i really need some soul searching and straighten out my thoughts. dam i need help...
hope i can get my mind set right during soccer today... going cage with my buddies. it will be my first time playing there. and i will be wearing studds. i hate playing with studds... dam scary. had a very bad experience when i was young. last time i went to a field to play soccer. there were adults there so i just watched. they wear playing with studds of cause. and some guy accidentally kicked another guy in the knee. the poor guy had a studd print in his knee. the mark was like half a cm deep. i think there was a hole in his knee cap. dam sick.... now i got phobia to play with studds. haha
anyway, i just hope i will find that special someone soon:) cause i am losing myself... haha
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
holidays... BUSY
haha.... just got back from my run. as you all know i am training for my biathalon. i am very far from my target. anyway i am eating my brunch now. i am a health freak now. haha. i is just cheese, bread, biskets and milk. i will be making some salad later:)
ok:) back with my salad. oinions, tomatoes and carrots with lemon. it really nice and light. try it if you are free. it is really refreshing. if you always think that onions are very stingy... after adding lemon juice.... it changes the whole texture of the piercing lemon.
anyway, leon is coming over to let him try my salad:) he is my best buddy. he just got back from australia. i still dont know where he went though. haha. should be playing soccer later or breakdance with leon:)
i have to do some work today. my dad has been nagging at me from the start of the holidays... haha. probably tidy my table first. it is so cluttered you can hardly write on the table.
today's outing is cancelled. haha. thats why sometimes i hate being the organiser. you work the hardest and sometimes nothing comes back... haha. sometimes there are people who also dont really appreciate your hard work.
going for dinner later this evening though.my aunt from malaysia is coming to singapore and then fly to australia. guess what... my bro got permisssion to book out of army early for the dinner. YEES! sup bro! but he has to book in again before 9 or somethin. haha. at least he gets a very nice meal.
today will be very busy... better get started:) bye all!
ok:) back with my salad. oinions, tomatoes and carrots with lemon. it really nice and light. try it if you are free. it is really refreshing. if you always think that onions are very stingy... after adding lemon juice.... it changes the whole texture of the piercing lemon.
anyway, leon is coming over to let him try my salad:) he is my best buddy. he just got back from australia. i still dont know where he went though. haha. should be playing soccer later or breakdance with leon:)
i have to do some work today. my dad has been nagging at me from the start of the holidays... haha. probably tidy my table first. it is so cluttered you can hardly write on the table.
today's outing is cancelled. haha. thats why sometimes i hate being the organiser. you work the hardest and sometimes nothing comes back... haha. sometimes there are people who also dont really appreciate your hard work.
going for dinner later this evening though.my aunt from malaysia is coming to singapore and then fly to australia. guess what... my bro got permisssion to book out of army early for the dinner. YEES! sup bro! but he has to book in again before 9 or somethin. haha. at least he gets a very nice meal.
today will be very busy... better get started:) bye all!
fuk you
fuk you all man! i am sick of all this SH!T. you guys are dam irritating. you guys know who you are! and it comes a point where SORRY just dont cut it.
everytime you screw up you say SORRY. like what thadd said. there comes a point where you devalue your words till they so not seem sincere at all! fuk you man i am sick you.
if you are reading this post, i advise you to rethink all you have done and i will set you a home task! count the number of sorries you say each day. also you think very funny ah... i talkin on phone you come ji siao. fuk man. get a life. you better go wake up your idea man. now i understand you what others say when i consider you my best friend. WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!
everytime you screw up you say SORRY. like what thadd said. there comes a point where you devalue your words till they so not seem sincere at all! fuk you man i am sick you.
if you are reading this post, i advise you to rethink all you have done and i will set you a home task! count the number of sorries you say each day. also you think very funny ah... i talkin on phone you come ji siao. fuk man. get a life. you better go wake up your idea man. now i understand you what others say when i consider you my best friend. WAKE UP YOUR IDEA!
Monday, May 26, 2008
holidays are here!
just got back from lunch with my parents. they are going to bank to see the banker... got some investment thingy. wanted to go actually but felt very lazy. haha:) nicer to slack at home. i am really tired now... i ran the biathalon route before lunch.
this holidays will be my most meaningful and productive holiday ever! i am gonna do a lot of things. a lot of training, a lot of enjoyment and a bit a studying. haha
YES! i am selected for scuba diving this year! Wooo! anyway it is from 9-12 june. have a theory lesson this coming mon. i havent scuba dived before... it would be my first time:) everything should go fine la... i am a good swimmer. just hope i will become the next steve irwin. haha. my school has a lot of retards who got potential to be the next steve. haha. my school full of retards.
there are a lot of things i want to do this holidays. i am currently training for my biathalon coming this july. i also want to pick up a lot of other activities. like singing, breakdancing and playing the guitar. i also need to catch up with my studies. haha. that is the part i dont like.
this holidays will be my most meaningful and productive holiday ever! i am gonna do a lot of things. a lot of training, a lot of enjoyment and a bit a studying. haha
YES! i am selected for scuba diving this year! Wooo! anyway it is from 9-12 june. have a theory lesson this coming mon. i havent scuba dived before... it would be my first time:) everything should go fine la... i am a good swimmer. just hope i will become the next steve irwin. haha. my school has a lot of retards who got potential to be the next steve. haha. my school full of retards.
there are a lot of things i want to do this holidays. i am currently training for my biathalon coming this july. i also want to pick up a lot of other activities. like singing, breakdancing and playing the guitar. i also need to catch up with my studies. haha. that is the part i dont like.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
MC and CC
it is really sad but i have to say good bye to all you people... the moments we had together were the best moments in my life. and i will miss you all. all good things come to an end...
to my MC pals, yesterday was great! thanks for going for dinner last night. it was really fun playing truth or dare with you all, kim, elizabeth, razor and abigail. it was really fun. sorry i pang sei for the last one. it was just so wrong la. haha.
my best bro dillion, you have always helped me through the rough patches of my life. it is now my turn to help you. thanks for everything man.
to my MC pals, yesterday was great! thanks for going for dinner last night. it was really fun playing truth or dare with you all, kim, elizabeth, razor and abigail. it was really fun. sorry i pang sei for the last one. it was just so wrong la. haha.
my best bro dillion, you have always helped me through the rough patches of my life. it is now my turn to help you. thanks for everything man.
Thursday, May 22, 2008
exploding emotions
to all my readers,
have you ever had this feelin in your life where you have soooo many emotions bottled up within yourself and you dont know how to express it. sometimes you feel like screaming out the lyrics of songs, punchin some guy in the face, or just breaking down and cry. this week has been a very hectic week for me... i have been neglecting my break dancing and my body is like telling me the all the bottled up emotion is distroying my body. all my muscles are protesting when ever i exert them. they used to be able to take a lot of crap. LOL. i get the feeling that my life is gonna end this week. all my best buds will be so far from me after this fri and sat. but i still do have some great friends who are my neighbours. however sometimes you guys have to set your priorities right man!
anyway i really hate saying good bye. it like saying bye to happiness as you know only sorrow would follow. so it is really hard for me... this song is really expressing my emotions now. me against the world by simple plan. if were not the time now... i would be screaming out the lyrics! haha.
have you ever had this feelin in your life where you have soooo many emotions bottled up within yourself and you dont know how to express it. sometimes you feel like screaming out the lyrics of songs, punchin some guy in the face, or just breaking down and cry. this week has been a very hectic week for me... i have been neglecting my break dancing and my body is like telling me the all the bottled up emotion is distroying my body. all my muscles are protesting when ever i exert them. they used to be able to take a lot of crap. LOL. i get the feeling that my life is gonna end this week. all my best buds will be so far from me after this fri and sat. but i still do have some great friends who are my neighbours. however sometimes you guys have to set your priorities right man!
anyway i really hate saying good bye. it like saying bye to happiness as you know only sorrow would follow. so it is really hard for me... this song is really expressing my emotions now. me against the world by simple plan. if were not the time now... i would be screaming out the lyrics! haha.
a very sad week
dam! this is the week where my CC and MC ends. the graduation is later today and tomorrow.
i will be missing all you guys man! you have made my life so much brighter and i dont know how i will survive without you all. school life sux now man. i hate it actually.
anyway i want to tell you guys how much i miss you all and you guys have been GREAT! we must keep in touch:)
my results are like crap now. will be workin on them this holidays... hope i do actually study. lol
BORAT ROCKS!
haha. i am totally mad about him. i may even speak like him for my CC graudation ceremony:) i wonder why still so many people still dont know him... go check him out man! on youtube. IT IS A MUST!!
to my friends at CC, you guys rock man! namely," koko jo, firdaus, haikal, ben chua and many more!" rock on! later today is our graduation. dam sad sia. must keep in touch.
i am saying good bye to soo many people this week... my dear marist friends joshua. you have been a great buddy man! and i still wonder how you can run and never pant. good luck with life bro. and dont spoil your eyes by looking out of the window at the school oppersite your house. lol. make sure you visit us at the soccer court! keep rockin:)
to my newest bro, dillion, from MC. how doing man? guess it kinda suks now. same here... hehe. you are not alone. just try to remain positive:) this sat is gonna suk. graduation. i will miss you lot man! should go for a class outing soon... maybe we can organise:)
i will be missing all you guys man! you have made my life so much brighter and i dont know how i will survive without you all. school life sux now man. i hate it actually.
anyway i want to tell you guys how much i miss you all and you guys have been GREAT! we must keep in touch:)
my results are like crap now. will be workin on them this holidays... hope i do actually study. lol
BORAT ROCKS!
haha. i am totally mad about him. i may even speak like him for my CC graudation ceremony:) i wonder why still so many people still dont know him... go check him out man! on youtube. IT IS A MUST!!
to my friends at CC, you guys rock man! namely," koko jo, firdaus, haikal, ben chua and many more!" rock on! later today is our graduation. dam sad sia. must keep in touch.
i am saying good bye to soo many people this week... my dear marist friends joshua. you have been a great buddy man! and i still wonder how you can run and never pant. good luck with life bro. and dont spoil your eyes by looking out of the window at the school oppersite your house. lol. make sure you visit us at the soccer court! keep rockin:)
to my newest bro, dillion, from MC. how doing man? guess it kinda suks now. same here... hehe. you are not alone. just try to remain positive:) this sat is gonna suk. graduation. i will miss you lot man! should go for a class outing soon... maybe we can organise:)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
philosophy (now a part of my life)
i am a very philosophical person. my favourate philosophical figures are plato and aristotle. you should check them out:) those quites help you get along with life.
after reading quotes from very brilliant people... i have come out with some of mine. lol. i made them based on my life experience and what others said. a large part which influenced me to turn philosophical is becuase of MIND CHAMPS! MC is just great. especially my trainer thaddeus. to me, he is the beat trainer. anyway my quote about my life so far is, " the limiting factor of life is the way we think."
it is really hard to explain how i came to this conclusion. *read only if you are interested about philsophy* the main factors are, the law attraction, my current life situation and what some of my trainers say:)
after reading quotes from very brilliant people... i have come out with some of mine. lol. i made them based on my life experience and what others said. a large part which influenced me to turn philosophical is becuase of MIND CHAMPS! MC is just great. especially my trainer thaddeus. to me, he is the beat trainer. anyway my quote about my life so far is, " the limiting factor of life is the way we think."
it is really hard to explain how i came to this conclusion. *read only if you are interested about philsophy* the main factors are, the law attraction, my current life situation and what some of my trainers say:)
Monday, May 19, 2008
fuk you all!
shitty day! played soccer this morning at 9. work up at 8.58.
was super groggy this morning. played like crap... keeping sucked keeping and dribbling.
first we played 4 v 4. them some idiots came to play with us. some fukin bastards play until dam rough. some bugger slammed his arm into my chest. i kick his ass ah!
after soccer... i was dam tired. my body is like falling apart now. my body is protesting against break dancing now. fukin sian...
was super groggy this morning. played like crap... keeping sucked keeping and dribbling.
first we played 4 v 4. them some idiots came to play with us. some fukin bastards play until dam rough. some bugger slammed his arm into my chest. i kick his ass ah!
after soccer... i was dam tired. my body is like falling apart now. my body is protesting against break dancing now. fukin sian...
Saturday, May 17, 2008
bad day.... HANGOVER!
dam! 6 hours of sleep. went for MC....
thadd was not there. he is in japan. GOOD LUCK with the 100km run and chasing japanese gals!:) hehe
anyway back to all the SH!T.
the stand in trainer, kelvin was no where near as good as thaddeus la! he was dam boring...
plus i had dam bad hangover symtoms. FUK! i was really feeling like crap. feeling like crap now too...... hope tomorrow will be better
MC i will miss you guys... i really dont want it to end. duno wheather i will breakdown during graduation ceremony... love you people a lot!
thadd was not there. he is in japan. GOOD LUCK with the 100km run and chasing japanese gals!:) hehe
anyway back to all the SH!T.
the stand in trainer, kelvin was no where near as good as thaddeus la! he was dam boring...
plus i had dam bad hangover symtoms. FUK! i was really feeling like crap. feeling like crap now too...... hope tomorrow will be better
MC i will miss you guys... i really dont want it to end. duno wheather i will breakdown during graduation ceremony... love you people a lot!
B52s!
hey:)!
bro just came out of the army and he is takin me to a pub for a drink!
it is a place called timbre or somethin
so we meet at city hall and walked towards timbre
on the way there passed by esplanade unpass. saw a few cool breakers:)
i gonna learn some lockin! dam cool la!
i think radical force was there! they were doing things like flares and wind mills. dam power!
then i was talkin to him abour what i know about breakin... 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 step. cc and turtle i am still very noob so dont bother with me. lol
once we were there, we had to wait dam long a table la. i was quite pissed. we had to wait for like 1 hour.... once we had a table, we ordered drinks. i had a edinberg beer. then we ordered shooters. a dozen of b 52s:) hehe. some indian guys was gave us the shocked look when the waitress served us the drinks. LOL.
so we talked about a lot of personal stuff. i finished like almost one pint of beer and 5 shots of b52. the b52 was dam fringing nice la! you all MUST try! the live band there was incredible. they played many tunes from jonus bros, red hot chilli peppers and many GREAT tracks! thanks guys:)
so after my 5th shot... i was rather HIGH already... lol. it was a great outing bro! thanks
bro just came out of the army and he is takin me to a pub for a drink!
it is a place called timbre or somethin
so we meet at city hall and walked towards timbre
on the way there passed by esplanade unpass. saw a few cool breakers:)
i gonna learn some lockin! dam cool la!
i think radical force was there! they were doing things like flares and wind mills. dam power!
then i was talkin to him abour what i know about breakin... 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 step. cc and turtle i am still very noob so dont bother with me. lol
once we were there, we had to wait dam long a table la. i was quite pissed. we had to wait for like 1 hour.... once we had a table, we ordered drinks. i had a edinberg beer. then we ordered shooters. a dozen of b 52s:) hehe. some indian guys was gave us the shocked look when the waitress served us the drinks. LOL.
so we talked about a lot of personal stuff. i finished like almost one pint of beer and 5 shots of b52. the b52 was dam fringing nice la! you all MUST try! the live band there was incredible. they played many tunes from jonus bros, red hot chilli peppers and many GREAT tracks! thanks guys:)
so after my 5th shot... i was rather HIGH already... lol. it was a great outing bro! thanks
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